Letting Go

Lately, I've been having a hard time following my head and not my heart.  I know that I shouldn't be doing something, but my heart makes me do it. I just went through and still am going through a break-up and it's just really hard to deal with because I know I'm better off without him but I just can't let go. I'm the type of person that if there's ever a time where I want something, I HAVE to get it. But in this situation that can't be done. I wish we could just forget everything and not let anything interfere with our relationship and just be together but so much has happened that that doesn't seem like that will ever happen. So for now, I guess I'm just going to have to deal with it all, knowing that things will probably never be patched up and I just have to move on.